Holiday Seasons Easy/hard---healthy balance

A total concious person will almost always rejoice and be grateful every holiday..For all they see is the glory of love, showing appreciation at all costs instead of resentment.. However one like myself and most of you become more deeply unconcious, concentrating on fears and anxieties at hand. Feelings of not being good enough for your family, missing past loved ones, and a void of support-either from family- or groups. By ourselves we can live life, but alone we can not be happy.. The Holiday seasons can be a reminder that we spend to much time involved with ourselves, and not enough time with others who love us.. For many loggs burn brighter and stronger when put together. But alone one log may only hold enough energy to hold its coal.
These other so called loggs dont have to be family, they can consist of many different groups that help one cope with any problem. I have about 3-4 close friends that I confide in, along with a very extensive family of enlightened individuals. I suggest we all use our friends and/or family for support. The key to any support group is loving people. With loving people to run your problems past, you will notice a feeling of strength. For one who loves you will never give you malicious advice.. One must be careful when using family members, because of popular use of malicious advice due to their own unconcious. Sometimes these people, who know no better, lead you in the wrong direction ever strengthening your ego. Which is counter productive in our path to enlightenment((true-happiness).
It has been a Hard Month for me. My concious levels have fluxuated from very consious(using love other centered) to severly unconcious(thoughts of hurting others).. Once this is brought to a level of communication all unconcious feelings are transmuted. I can see the patterns also by writing down my feelings, this also brings truth to my feelings.. Anything other than Love, Compassion, And tolerance, then become unacceptable. Let us see ourselves in eachother. Let all feelings of discomfort transmute to gratitude. For we are growing older and wiser with every nano-second.